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i shouldn’t let what people say bother me. but i guess i realize how shitty i am when it comes to guys. I’ve led a few on, but not intentionally, it all has to do with my commitment phobia type stuff. See i start out liking a guy, but then i freak myself out. This either leads to me ignoring that guy, or finding a new one to fill the void. I mean lately it’s been neither.. I...
in a nutshell
hung out with kaycee and alicia today, the normal routine. Im feeling super wore out and tired, for no reason probably from sitting in the sun, but once again i won’t be able to fall asleep till after three but im totally zonked, ugh. sleep schedule i need to fix you. After hanging out with mahh franns i totally came home talked to my sister about cashing my check tomorrow, told her my...
that i had those plans with him, and he still got plastered really hurts my feelings. I just wanted to do something nice for him. I miss my dad. I miss my sober dad. and then i felt like a horrible daughter that i couldn’t go through with the dinner plans and I hurt him, I hurt his drunken feelings because i couldn’t deal with the fact that my dad can’t stay sober for one day...
i wish that i was patient enough to write a book!
working at 7 blowwwws, i just wanna sleeppppppppp forever! yesterday was fun at the quarry with laur, but now im officially broke. Sooo don’t ask me to do nuffin that costs moneyyyyy! Tomorrow im dreading and i need to figure everything out. anddd hmmmm
hah, facebook random survey + insomnia.
Finish this sentence: The last person I texted… should have given up already. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? no one. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous? yeah. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? my sister. haha. Did you sleep alone last night? nope i slept with licii Do you like when people play with your hair?...
love this song sooo much. im being me again, and...