May 2010
19 posts
hey me
What is wrong with me. I just want to sleep all day, making plans doesnt interest me, i dread each day as it comes closer to the weekend when i have to work. (I know that no one likes work)BUT I feel like I have to force myself to be around people. I don’t feel like having conversations or hanging out really.. I’d rather lay in my bed and sleep or read the day away.. nothing bad is...
thinking
i make really stupid mistakes.
you
are right, everyones right but me. what a surprise. haha. im okay with it.
hey
im dumb.
have
faith.
i've tried
I’ve been trying to become more critical on the idea of love.
Does it even exist? Are people just fools? Is it a figment of a person’s imagination?
I find myself trying to make my heart turn into something that doesn’t hold on to the little things, making it stronger and solid, and block it off to the things that used to make it beat faster.
Then i find myself doing the...
i think
i’ve figured it out.
and now i’ve just got to make the change happen.
I think
i would feel most at home in an abandoned building. Something would be comforting knowing we are both alone.
working tomorrow! :] this is good. I hope i do well. Im going to try hard. I will like the feeling of it. I hate this cough i seem to have just got. It’s like a tickle in the throat type of cough. please go away.
and this too please.
making a list of things to do, and i need...
you wanna know here you go.
I don’t want anything, or anyone but stability and my friends and to be with the people i love.
im sorry if it seems like im leading anyone on. Im definitely NOT.
Ryland is a great guy and he is silly and funny, and yeah he flirts with me, I do it back sometimes, other times I try and tell him… dude JUST friends. I just want to be his friend, and ill be sad if he decides he...
