March 2010
12 posts
tick tock time
I apologized to my mom. I think that means things are changing.
Feel a little emptiness due to the issues Im having. It’s a like a little ache in your heart that is always there. Im strong though, I believe I am, or at least Im still trying.
I almost wish she’d have called at least about Easter. Enough. It’s been enough.
friday I go home..
home? hah.
To my...
me.
feeling more alive then ever.
Im going to make my own decisions and do what I want. I may hurt people, but not on purpose. I just want to be happy.. Oh and i just re-pierced my nose.
One things missing in this whole thing…. someone to hold my hand.
I
have no soul.
hate myself.
don’t even enjoy life.
hate school.
have no friends.
push everyone away.
mess everything up.
cry to much.
have to many excuses.
can’t be relied on.
just want everything to be over.
neither here nor there
It’s kind of strange looking back on all of the things I used to write about on my xanga.. I seem to always have had something to complain about even when i was younger. But oh well, that’s what writing is for expressing yourself.
It’s also funny how back then I still wanted some of the same things I want now, but those things may never change. Many people are searching for...
iwant
brownies.
so bad.
