i can’t believe im going to another country it doesnt feel reall. at all. Jenell and i have dreamed of this since welll a long time. :] it’s happening! omg… how exciting. still feeling blah due to grandmas. i reallllyyy need to get all my stuff together i will be on a plane for the first time tomorrow. Our layover is in NEWYORK :} that’s pretty neat too, it’s hard...
today Jenell and I are going to the mall to get her tennis shoes for europe. I can’t believe we are leaving in 5 daysss it feels surreal. im excitedddd. :]. welppp that’s all.
Cherish your own emotions and never undervalue them.” - Robert Henri
i seriously want to keep up with this. life… guilt includes: now both grandmas. father mother stresses: college and other things relating to graduation needs: good guy motivation loves: friends summer holy shit. i love family guy, and some nights it’s okay not to have a life
summer is here. I am such a bum i havent even done anything. I just don’t even really feel like it though. I don’t know why… Im just in a funkk. Boo, i just really… need to get out there and stuff. Oh well that’s all for now
the first step
i want to blog. I just am so unmotivated to do anything. I mean i can finish a whole book in one day, and throw everything else out the window. That is okay to do occasionally. I want to be motivated. I want to do so many things and stop complaining. I don’t want to be tired. I love sleep, but i think if i had a fire under my ass to do something I would enjoy it so much more. I need to get...